Sounds great but today, day 3, I feel rotten. So I don’t feel done with anything yet. Although the chemo nurses blew soap bubbles at me when I was ready to go on Tuesday: Tuesday evening I felt like I had been hit all over with a sandbag (pressure evenly distributed). Yesterday my mind was […]
Author: ekhb
hiding and covering
I realized on Sunday that what I’m doing with all these hats and bandannas is covering my head. It feels like covering. What I was doing in 1995 was hiding my head. No one else can probably tell the difference, the times I’m covering my head at least, but I can. What a relief.
balancing
There are two ways to go with the work/chemo juggling: you can go full-out, plan to live your Whole Life and make adjustments as needed as you go along–this will keep you feeling safe and normal as much as possible but will be hard work and things will go by the wayside unexpectedly (perhaps just […]
henna again
Sunday was a henna party. Here is my head (done by Arti and Meg):
which kind of day?
Lately I keep facing this choice. Will today be a breast-cancer day or a regular day? Some days I don’t have appointments, feel all right, don’t do research or talk to other people in the cancer world, read novels, and get my “regular work” done. Other days I look things up online, let myself explore […]
getting through it
It’s Friday night after chemo on Tuesday. Today I took the exam to be a Lamaze childbirth educator, which was administered in Springfield, MA. My excellent friend Lisa drove me there and back, which was key to making this crazy plan doable. The exam itself was fine–all multiple choice, on a computer, felt like a […]
3rd chemo
Today was my chemo-spa day again. We ran around ahead of time trying to get stuff done, but I did have time to do my mediation practice and have my flax-oil smoothie for breakfast. New York Oncology Hematology was really busy…more busy and behind than we’ve ever seen it. Apparently yesterday was even busier, at […]
life goes on and dysfunction does too
I’m back from Baltimore and it’s the middle of week 3 of my chemo cycle, so I am busily trying to DO STUFF before next Tuesday. There are many things that need doing before the end of the month, and I’m assuming that Tuesday through Saturday or Sunday next week I won’t feel much like […]
my head
At the MANA conference’s closing session I began my career of wandering around bald with no head covering. As we stood in a huge conference-hotel ballroom in a large (250 people?) circle, I was kinda daring myself to take off my bandanna. After a while I said to my friend Wendy, “I could take off […]
off to the MANA conference
Tomorrow I am going to Baltimore for the MANA conference (that’s Midwives Alliance of North America). My hats and bandannas and I will be home Monday night after going to presentations, giving a presentation, going to the Division of Research meeting Monday, and hanging out with my MANA friends throughout, which I greatly look forward […]